Sad Days ahead

Well grandpa passed away yesterday morning. I knew it was coming, but it didn't make the shock of it any easier. I know he is happy. He wanted to be with grandma again and so he is. The calling hours are Sunday and Monday and then the funeral is monday morning. Trying to explain this to DD has been hard. She knows they are in heaven, but that is about it. She just can't fathom why. Her last day of school is today. I am really going to miss that. I signed up for summer scrapfest to catch up on everything, and i am hoping to get some of it accomplished. I only did one month so far as I need to see what this summer entails. I know I am goign to go help my mom clean and sort through grandpa's house so she can put it up for sale in a few months. I know we are getting a lot of their formal furniture for our house, so there will be moving around and such here as well.I took last evening off since I didn't feel up to goign in but I am goign to work tonight and tomorrow. If I keep myself mentally busy I am less likely to dwell on that fact that he is no longer here. I am glad I got to say a final good-bye as well as allie got to say her final good-bye on monday. I will miss him a great deal.